aka WWJD?
jessica jones is so darkhaired she must be latina i pretend she is so that i am
not once again rooting for some angry white girl
so i tell myself that
all of this throwing a heater out of the window must be chingona all of this rude lonely girl must be bruja
all of this breaking & entering & you shoot at me, i’ll pull the bullet out of my ruined jacket &
shove it up your ass with my pinky finger
must be mujerista
i tell myself
all of this dark hair clinging to her rosy cheeks like a bad boyfriend must have been my abuela’s once
all of this smash a cockroach that crawls up the drain must be with my mother’s fist
& when jessica jones looks in the mirror
& says “to be alone is better”
it must be me it must be me
not smiling back
aka take a bloody number
isn’t kilgrave all of our white exboyfriends
isn’t the white exboyfriend the kilgrave of the world
isn’t the world ruled by people who aren’t used to being told no
isn’t no the most powerful word aren’t words what got you here, girl
‘cause you couldn’t keep your goddamn
mouth shut
Poems by Melissa Lozada-Oliva
Featured in Basement Babes, Issue 13
